by rowdyrodimus » Sun Jul 26, 2015 11:53 pm
To anyone I upset with my comments, I offer my most sincere apologies. As I said in my post, it was also based on treatment I have received not just what happened to my Grandpa, I just used his as an example. I really want to get past these things and if you notice in my response to Kate, I began seeing that I placed so much importance on the treatment my Grandpa received not because it was awful, it was more misplaced anger of never getting the chance to meet him and my father losing his at such a young age. He wouldn't have been working at the glass plant had he gotten the loan, so I blamed his death on not being able to buy out his father in laws portion of Armbruster & Co. (Google it, it's a cool story. The guy they mention as one of the founders, Charles Kaiser, was my Great Grandfather, my Grandma's father.). It's misplaced anger and I see that. I have to work on it, hell, I'm thinking of going to see someone about it as I have severe abandonment issues and that might be a part of it.
Again, I want to apologize for any upset or hurt feelings I might have caused. No, I'm not going to say I apologize as that seems forced and robotic. I'm sorry for it and I promise to you all, I am going to work on my issues. For the record, nobody asked me to do this, I wasn't told I would be suspended or banned for it by any mod or any other person, I wanted to do this from the bottom of my heart as someone who only wants everyone to get along and to be as successful in life as possible. Again, I'm sorry.